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Scissor Drip
03:26
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Evil engraved in these blades
My actions speak of sadness
Disarrayed, left here to drown in darkness
...So easy to let go, because I no longer care to be breathing
Not a single soul can really see what’s on the other side,
But here I am in my skin struggling to be alive
Progressively, its getting harder to breathe and oh, it has become even harder to try
I can’t tell you how many times I’ve turned to escape like I'm sure its a way out
Inherently we are parasites
No will to participate in this…
Scissor drip
Feel the physical pain
And you pray for escape
Scissor drip
What you make of this life could matter in the next
When the scissors glide
Does it make you feel alive?
Focus on the steel tearing through flesh
Have you made your point?
Did you show them wrong?
Scissors settle no scores
Malcontention
Scissor drip
Feel the physical pain
And you pray for escape
Scissor drip
What you make of this life could matter
When I sleep and dream at night
I set out to wake the reaper
When I hear my mother's cry
I push this blade a little deeper
I am finally awake
The reaper rears its head, your soul his to take
The scissor drippeth red as it plunges through your fucking face
Drip
The drip won’t save you
The drip won’t wash this clean
Ten thousand years of struggle
Ten thousand years enduring pain
is better than nothing
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2. |
Entropy
04:34
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How obscene is it to bare dismal despair
Confound to suffering, searching for truth to make all wake up
To the blaze, aware
Scorching of the flesh that we hold so dear like our blood
Forsaken my kin for we are not worthy for bracing the fall of our towers
They all fall from our unconscious nature
Our saviors contorted to wasters and traitors
All remorse is reserved for no one
Pestilence is coming with the fires raging from our own
Selfish decisions, now it’s too late for prayer
State of chaos crush us as we squirm
Welcome the phantom of our designs
Drag us to darkness, consume us, restart the cycle
This is all just a product of hatred
The result will be ours if we take it
Take a look around
This is all exactly the way that we made it
Watch the future go up in flame
Drive the needle into the vein
On the last day as the life leaves the lungs of every last being on this earth
The minds of humans will still be lost somewhere in their own reflections
Blessed be to entropy
Bleed, welcome dying
Bleed, lose control of your own life
Heed this warning
Life hollows the state of despairing
Doomed to end, no chance of revival
Death follows, so fit to reclaim us all
Life hollows
Can you hear the ocean of dismay and all its endless screams?
Wailing out for saviors as they waste away
When there's nothing left to burn
Only then peace will emerge from the ashes
Death hollows in our wake of ignorance
We cannot sustain such vile ways
Entropy follows in our wake of ignorance
We cannot sustain in unconscious ways
Death follows in our wake
We can no longer sustain
All progress erased
Oh, blessed entropy
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Sink Like Stones
03:43
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Listlessly drifting further into the numb
Swallowed by my shadows, I have come undone
Long lost will that I left to dissipate
I hate that I gave all my dreams away
Drained of fortitude, gone askew
Down the drain, embrace this grievance
Diversions of focus leaving me hollow
The dream is eroding, how far can I let it go?
I don't think I can stop this, these vicious states of mind
To the point where I don't think I want this tarnished mess of a life
I can't help but feed this sickness inside
Take all I am, turn me into a shell of a human
Perpetual numb, I can feel my soul eroding
Hope buried in the ground, now
I can feel a storm approaching
Still descending to the cold
Where I atrophy endlessly alone
I pray for nothing, hope dissolved long ago
I pray to no one no god
I pray for nothing no hope
I gave my everything, now I crawl back to misery
Where you may find me bathing in yesterday's blood
Not an ounce of shame for withering, I can feel the wretch I've become
Some of us live our dreams until the last breath sets them free
Some of us don't give a fuck, dealt a bad hand, no stroke of luck
Stricken, descend into madness where we salt all our wounds
We leave to bleed until they’re all drained
Lonely and fraying at the seams, I want to believe in a world
Where there is more than suffering ‘til death, rid me of this body
Witness all the hate that I hold dear crumble
Thrown out into the cosmic halls where I will offer my soul
Be my final judge
Heaviest of souls sink like stones, eroding in the depths.
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4. |
Deathwish
04:07
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Our truth bleeds from behind masks
Pouring blood as a monument
To our mother that we've transgressed to exacerbation
Blessed are those that feel not the undertow pulling us all deeper
Sure to burn below the throne of judgment
as they fail to crawl from darkness
Blessed are those concluded
You soon too will meet the storm
Welcome hunger and try to survive the fall
Anarchy///absent minds
Will destroy to survive
It’s a necessary suffocation and we have it coming
This is only the beginning, it’s time to relish in this pain
That the unconscious minds made
Unable to breathe because the psychopaths had their day
The mother wastes away
Now every body's wearing the masks
We'll count our days in darkness
Are we unable to hear the screams behind the walls we built?
Unable to feel the grief of all the lives we've killed
Unable to come to terms on becoming Archetypes
Unable to deviate as you follow this herd to hell
Behold the course of the conscious
Survival depends on the mindful
Oh, how the worst is yet to come
I know this lack will be our downfall
Dormant, deep in this treachery
Torment, seeded in all our hearts
Doomsday
Save me
Doomsday
Take me
ohgodhelpletgo
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Cogito Ergo Sum
03:33
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Comprehension overwhelming
I can't see through the quantum lack of understanding
Interactions all deciding
Binaurally perceiving glimpses of time
Through the infinite I see the sea of nothing
Oh, it doesn’t matter
Forever bound in subjectivity
I am just a drop in the sea of our infinity
Lost in these ever-dancing
Particles amassing such ego bred opacity
I feel torn from the cosmic realms of light
I curse the sun that slowly dies as we our egos all divide
Our self from other
It's all just lies
We deserve not a thing from this life
Observe
Listlessly crawl from womb to the grave
As creatures of matter to minds we're enslaved
Compartmentalization's our helpless game
Lost in the subjective frame
Doomed to physical ways
No, this is all mental
Don't let it go
Cling, regardless if it all is not even reality
This is all that we know
It doesn’t effect this happening
It’s all as real as can be
Our meager minds will never ever fathom
How we came to be
Testify through pain and pleasure
The seeker shall bleed
Nothing matters
Why should I give a fuck?
Cogito ergo sum
So if I think... therefore I am
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6. |
Wall Of Blue
04:17
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Feeding pigs with power
as we grovel in their heaps of mud
Swallowing the hooves of authority
Beaten black and blue without a cause to see
Somewhere down the line you lost morality
You’re on the side of the tyrants,
A patron to a broken system
FTP
Look me in the eye and say you protect and you serve
without abusing that badge you've "earned"
You fit the will of a second rate mind
You rape and kill, then walk away fine
Abuser of power, how do you sleep at night?
Sworn to oath
Fuck em
Sworn to oath, fuck em
"Protect and serve" is a facade of broken system
Now all the people know…
You'll get what’s coming
Paid to shuts your mouths
Sleep well in blood of the innocent
My heroes don't role with pieces of shit
Stacking high your wall of blue
Sworn to oath, but never true
Pile the bodies, and swallow pride
You wonder why we won't abide
Bastards
Oh, you too will get what is coming to you
We wont be silent
Fuck you.
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